WHAT IS LOVE, ANYWAYS?

What is love anyways? Is there even a true blue, for-real definition? I think not. Love to me, is something felt between two people meant only to be together, with each other and no one else. I believe that there is no true definition for, real love, for it is indefinable.
This is not from my own personal experience, but I think that the statement, “people love others not for who they are, but how they make them feel,” is bogus. From looking and observing others relationships from an outside view I think that people get too caught up in piling onto their ego’s rather than being in it for the long haul. I don not necessarily agree with that fact but, hey, it’s not my relationship to be had. I always thought true love wouldn’t roll with those punches. I think at this age though, the extent of relationships amounts to that and that’s about all. With most people, anyways. I also, from the outside looking in, think that people date other people not for who they are, but more to just they have or are. Or so they can brag to their friends, and say that they have. Now, with my own personal experience I think that statement is true and false. I was brought up to believe true love is never take, take, take but rather push and pull to reach a common goal. Love, is not what other people constantly have to say to make you feel good, being with them, talking with them should handle that. Most girls my age, go out with boys because they’re cute or they say something nice, not because of the person that they really are. Because they are usually terrible people. But that one time they say that one nice thing and they think that they are drop dead head-over-heels in love. But maybe they are, its not really my point to judge. So, personally, from my own personal experience I have found that statement to be 100% false, false, false. I like to think that I save a pretty good definition of what love really is, and what a healthy companionship should feel like. I don’t believe in lying, cheating, or any relationship where someone always feels hopeless, for to me, that is no relationship at all. If it is a relationship that is a one-way street, so to speak, then it is no relationship at all.

JUST BY LOOKING AT YOU! :)

I believe you can tell about a person by what they look like and how they present themselves. To me, the appearance of a person shows a lot about who that person really is. Just like colors are good signal of emotions and feelings. I judge people a lot by what they wear and what they say. If people wear all black and tons and tons of make-up I usually think that they are pretty hard-core but I try to keep and open mind and get to know them before I set in stone my judgment. But if people are very colorful or a little more classical then I tend to think they are a touch more open and easier to talk to. I usually try not to judge right off the bat about what the appearance of a person shows, but I would have to say I’m really bad at that because I base my first impression on people off of what they wear and act like. Do I think love at first sight is possible? Yes and No. No, in general I do not believe that love at first sight is possible, I believe by just looking at someone you automatically know you love someone. Like at first sight, oh yes, I believe that, I do believe you can look at someone and be attracted to them and decide to approach and a relationship or love, or whatever, can come from that. But I certainly do not believe by simply looking at someone you can honestly say, without ever speaking to them previously, that you can say you love them. I just don’t see how that is emotionally possible. I think the heart sets up to many boundaries for it to be that easily broken down. There's just too many.

Dinner Party... Party of Four

If I could have a dinner party and invite any three people from history or from the future, or even just from right now I would pick two of the three people to be people I have never even met before. In person. I would first off, place my dinner party in the future, some 30 years away. For then I would surely know my fate and how my life would be. I would also be to the point in my life where things are pretty much settled and not a great deal more is bound to change. And as for the guest list, it isn’t going to contain much, three simple names:

My Guest List
-God
-Maternal Grandma
-Who I am going to marry

Like I said a pretty short list. But people I would love to meet, especially now. People that have/will have had a huge influence on my life and shaped the person I have become. Even though I may have never met any of these people they have inspired me to be the best person I can be and to always be strong. Without these people having some influence on me today I would not have recognition of what is right and wrong, and that in the end perseverance gets you everything. So, if I had the chance to invite any three people from any point in the history or future of the universe I would invite those three people, so I would have the knowledge and be able to hear what they have to say to say to help me become the best person I can. To be a success.

My Morning Routine...

After a long tiring weekend of partying hard before, after, and during homecoming I quickly fell into a deep sleep on Saturday and Sunday night. But on Monday morning and the weekday mornings that follow I always get up and ready to go the same way. I lift my weighty head from my warm fluffy pillow, usually to turn off my blaring musical alarm. Then I quickly realize that I’m late and I sprint out of bed and rush to the bathroom, pee, and come back to my room. Usually I instead of putting my clothes on right away, I end up flopping back into bed for 5 or 10 more mintues and then I’m fashionably late. Then, fast as lightning, I throw on my clothes and run down stairs. After that I quickly apply a top coat of foundation and whip on a bit of bronzer to match. Throw down a little bit of breakfast. Then I watch a few minutes of Saved By The Bell and then I finish doing my makeup, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. I get bored and take a break watch a few more minutes of tube and let my straightener heat up, then I brush and straighten my hair, which luckily, only takes a few minutes. Finally, I brush my teeth and put on a glimmer of lip-gloss. Just before I go I put on one more coat of deodorant and a squirt of perfume and rush out the door just in time. I’m hardly ever late... actually never!