1- Love
2- Losing people I’m close to
3- My basement
4- I will trip when I’m walking down the aisle at my wedding.
5- Cancer
6- Growing up
7- Monsters under the bed
8- Taking the garbage out at night
9- Plastic silverware
10- Death
11- Superstitions
12- Wiener dogs
13- Alex Becker’s dog
14- Getting my heart broken
15- Being alone- physically or emotionally
16- When I play softball, I’m scared I’ll get my face smashed in.
17- Being hit by a drunk driver. Or a car wreck in general
18- Fire
19- Dying in any other way, than old age.
20- Loosing
My biggest fear in life, so far, is something that has bothered me since I was a little itty-bitty girl. That fear is getting my heart broken. And I blame most of the fear on advertisements, like the tube, and other things like that because they so widely promote heart breaks, and how bad it is to be in love. Things like that have always bothered me because it was so often drawn back to in things like TV. I am in a way surprised, although, because I’m not usually one to believe every little thing I hear, not to mention my family has never really had to deal with anything like that. I suppose there is also the chance that not all of this fear does come from the tube, but I’m not sure where else it would be. Heart-break is something that I have, in the past, experienced and I do believe I could happily live my whole life and never feel it again, and be totally satisfied.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
TOP 10 STORIES OF '08!
1- New Years Eve/Day -- Best Friends for LIFE! Hank and I are inseperable. We do everything together, we're literally two peas in a pod. So, New Years Eve we decided to hang out, like usual. But, we had to babysit my little sister Sarah. We were both not really looking forward to it, causeI mean seriously it's babysitting. We ended up creating one of the most memorable moments of my life! :) We ate and drank (pop) away the night and had so much fun!
2- April 27 -- After a straight year of a hectic life for two people (other than myself) my life finally seemed to fall into place. The day Alex and I became more than just friends. It was rather awkward and ungraceful but in the end things turned out just how I wanted them to. Perfect.
3- May, June, July -- Summertime is finally here! Where my school life ends, my summer job picks righttt up! Unfortunately, I don't get any salary or anything like that for my job, but that's fine with me. If I never got paid one cent to do this job, I'd be more than satisfied. What's my job? Softball, I play softball pretty much 10 months of the year! I live, breathe, feel softball. PERIOD!
4- Late July-- Family vacation! It rules. Some people takes a vacation to the mountains or to the city or somewhere like that. Our family is very boring, we go the same place every year... that's right! Beach baby! For the past three years we've decided to vacation, no matter what. For 2 years we went to Myrtle Beach, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. One of my favorite places on earth. Last year, though, we changed it up a little bit we went to the panhandle of Florida. The Emerald Coast. Even though we could hardly get in the water because of a hurricane headed for Mexico, it has topped the list with my favorite place that I have ever set my little foot on.
5- August-- HIGHSCHOOL BABY! A small step for sophomores, juniors, and to a lesser degree seniors but a huge leap for freshmen! I mean everything changes in highschool, and my friends and I had pretty much already come to that conclusion. I mean we had put together through observation and watching. We all knew we would gradually slip through th cracks, find new paths. And so far we have all slipped apart a little bit. But highschool gave me, personally, a whole new outlook on life. It showed me that there can be more to your world than your little group of you and your two closest friends, and thats the only way you can survive. Expand your outlook. But I have also found that you will not survive without that one person or two that you can lay your life into. Keep them closest, everyone else at arms distance for good measure.
6- September-- Megan's birthday is in September and she's just growing up so darn fast! Jake (her boyfriend) Alex (my boyfriend) Megan (Foley) and I all are like best friends, adn so we all went out to dinner at Chili's, and then we went to see a movie! It was so much fun! We literally laughed until we cried, we made fun of how the boys eat and so they just stopped. Then we went to see The Dark Knight and it was 87,498,276,874,875,632,476,583,264,328,582,365,832,894,658,732 hours long! Not to mention it toally sucked... but that didn't even matter because we had so much fun! :) Love you Lil MEGGI!
7- October-- Halloween, Halloween, Halloween! Oh it totally rules! Becker came over and we were watching scary movies and screaming our heads off like little babies when my mom yelled to us that someone was here to see us. So, scared, we walked out into the living room to find that John McCain and Barack Obama were wlaking towards us. We ran back into our TV room and they followed relentlessly, and just about as they were reaching to touch us they whipped off their masks and much to our dismay it was Nick Frost and Tania. Oh gosh, after that we laughed until we just about wet our pants. It was awesome, they really got us.
8- November-- Tania's birthday is in November! For the past couple of years we have always gone to her brithday and had a whole bunch of fun. Usually, we just hang around at her house or whatever. This year she decided to change it up a little bit, we went to a hotel with, Megan, Claire, me, Jake, Alex, Matt, and Erica. We swam and had so much fun, then we went back to the hotel room and chilled. Eventually, the boys left and we stayed up basically all night! It was tight! :)
9- Middle November-- Basketballllll! I love it! So, of course, I was super pumped when it started. We had a tournament last weekend, we didn't do real great but it was our first couple of games we did alright. It was really just fun being out there again and to be in the flow of things. I can't wait to see what the rest of the season has in store for us. :)
10- Late November-- Have you ever had your heart broken. I'm sure most people have. What abput ripped out and literally jumped on. I'm pretty sure if you have ever been cheated on, you know what it feels like. I feel like that right now. It hurts like a whole bunch. But it doesn't matter, everything happens for a reason. God had it in his plan for me.
2- April 27 -- After a straight year of a hectic life for two people (other than myself) my life finally seemed to fall into place. The day Alex and I became more than just friends. It was rather awkward and ungraceful but in the end things turned out just how I wanted them to. Perfect.
3- May, June, July -- Summertime is finally here! Where my school life ends, my summer job picks righttt up! Unfortunately, I don't get any salary or anything like that for my job, but that's fine with me. If I never got paid one cent to do this job, I'd be more than satisfied. What's my job? Softball, I play softball pretty much 10 months of the year! I live, breathe, feel softball. PERIOD!
4- Late July-- Family vacation! It rules. Some people takes a vacation to the mountains or to the city or somewhere like that. Our family is very boring, we go the same place every year... that's right! Beach baby! For the past three years we've decided to vacation, no matter what. For 2 years we went to Myrtle Beach, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. One of my favorite places on earth. Last year, though, we changed it up a little bit we went to the panhandle of Florida. The Emerald Coast. Even though we could hardly get in the water because of a hurricane headed for Mexico, it has topped the list with my favorite place that I have ever set my little foot on.
5- August-- HIGHSCHOOL BABY! A small step for sophomores, juniors, and to a lesser degree seniors but a huge leap for freshmen! I mean everything changes in highschool, and my friends and I had pretty much already come to that conclusion. I mean we had put together through observation and watching. We all knew we would gradually slip through th cracks, find new paths. And so far we have all slipped apart a little bit. But highschool gave me, personally, a whole new outlook on life. It showed me that there can be more to your world than your little group of you and your two closest friends, and thats the only way you can survive. Expand your outlook. But I have also found that you will not survive without that one person or two that you can lay your life into. Keep them closest, everyone else at arms distance for good measure.
6- September-- Megan's birthday is in September and she's just growing up so darn fast! Jake (her boyfriend) Alex (my boyfriend) Megan (Foley) and I all are like best friends, adn so we all went out to dinner at Chili's, and then we went to see a movie! It was so much fun! We literally laughed until we cried, we made fun of how the boys eat and so they just stopped. Then we went to see The Dark Knight and it was 87,498,276,874,875,632,476,583,264,328,582,365,832,894,658,732 hours long! Not to mention it toally sucked... but that didn't even matter because we had so much fun! :) Love you Lil MEGGI!
7- October-- Halloween, Halloween, Halloween! Oh it totally rules! Becker came over and we were watching scary movies and screaming our heads off like little babies when my mom yelled to us that someone was here to see us. So, scared, we walked out into the living room to find that John McCain and Barack Obama were wlaking towards us. We ran back into our TV room and they followed relentlessly, and just about as they were reaching to touch us they whipped off their masks and much to our dismay it was Nick Frost and Tania. Oh gosh, after that we laughed until we just about wet our pants. It was awesome, they really got us.
8- November-- Tania's birthday is in November! For the past couple of years we have always gone to her brithday and had a whole bunch of fun. Usually, we just hang around at her house or whatever. This year she decided to change it up a little bit, we went to a hotel with, Megan, Claire, me, Jake, Alex, Matt, and Erica. We swam and had so much fun, then we went back to the hotel room and chilled. Eventually, the boys left and we stayed up basically all night! It was tight! :)
9- Middle November-- Basketballllll! I love it! So, of course, I was super pumped when it started. We had a tournament last weekend, we didn't do real great but it was our first couple of games we did alright. It was really just fun being out there again and to be in the flow of things. I can't wait to see what the rest of the season has in store for us. :)
10- Late November-- Have you ever had your heart broken. I'm sure most people have. What abput ripped out and literally jumped on. I'm pretty sure if you have ever been cheated on, you know what it feels like. I feel like that right now. It hurts like a whole bunch. But it doesn't matter, everything happens for a reason. God had it in his plan for me.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Lyrical Lines
OHHHH! Music, music, music I could not live with without it. It is like my whole life! Whenever I’m in like a bad mood, sad mood, or anything in between I listen to music to make me feel better, or to get my mind off of what is bothering me. I like tons of different genres of music, I’m not to picky. I like virtually anything, EXCEPT oldies. Wow! I can not stand listening to oldies they drive me insane! I also go through phases where I really like one band for a couple of weeks and then I don’t like them anymore and I move onto a different one. Then after a month or two I hear them again and I fall back in love with them again. These past couple of weeks, I have been totally obsessed with a band called All Time Low. Holy moly! They are astonishing, they are classified as a emo-punk rock band! I know that sounds totally and completely disgusting but they are amazing and not nearly as bad as their genre sounds. My favorite song by All Time Low has to be Remembering Sunday! The lyrics are amazing and I always listen to it when I’m upset and just need to chill.
Forgive me,
I'm trying to find
My calling,
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running
through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems I'm gonna ask her to marry me
And even though she doesn't believe in love
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors
Unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, whoever she may be
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm) Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
From so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds
And towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
Those are some of the lyrics to my favorite song; most of the time this song helps me get pumped for a game, chill when I’m upset or just to rock out to when I feel like rocking!
All Time Low is a great that knows how to make awesome music to rock out to!
Forgive me,
I'm trying to find
My calling,
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running
through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems I'm gonna ask her to marry me
And even though she doesn't believe in love
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors
Unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, whoever she may be
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm) Washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
From so many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds
And towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
Those are some of the lyrics to my favorite song; most of the time this song helps me get pumped for a game, chill when I’m upset or just to rock out to when I feel like rocking!
All Time Low is a great that knows how to make awesome music to rock out to!
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